deepundergroundpoetry.com
Is Suicide My Only Way Out?
Is suicide my only way out?
I ask myself this a lot
It seems like everytime
I think of how crappy
My life is
Killing myself is the only way out
But I don't want to go to hell
God put me on this earth
And he's taking me out
That's what I plan anyway
But what if something happens?
What if I actually do it?
What will happen then?
I don't want to burn forever
But I ain't happy
Without him..
My life is empty
I can't even talk to him
It's driving me crazy
When I was in his arms
Nothing mattered
The world vanished
It only felt
Like it was me and him
I ask myself this a lot
It seems like everytime
I think of how crappy
My life is
Killing myself is the only way out
But I don't want to go to hell
God put me on this earth
And he's taking me out
That's what I plan anyway
But what if something happens?
What if I actually do it?
What will happen then?
I don't want to burn forever
But I ain't happy
Without him..
My life is empty
I can't even talk to him
It's driving me crazy
When I was in his arms
Nothing mattered
The world vanished
It only felt
Like it was me and him
Published 6th May 2012
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
likes 2
reading list entries 0
comments 5
reads 723
Commenting Preference:
The author encourages honest critique.
6th May 2012 2:18am
it is possibly the greatest pain
but in time it will get better so just maintain
your desire to not forever burn in the fire
let that energy fuel you with the power to inspire
others to not let the hurt push them to the point
where they feel hopeless....let your testimony rock this joint....
but in time it will get better so just maintain
your desire to not forever burn in the fire
let that energy fuel you with the power to inspire
others to not let the hurt push them to the point
where they feel hopeless....let your testimony rock this joint....
6th May 2012 3:29am
It gets complicted at times
but I tell myself it'll get better
Poetry is the only way I fount
To let my feelings out
but I tell myself it'll get better
Poetry is the only way I fount
To let my feelings out
6th May 2012 6:25am
poetry and writing are my only releases as well, but the important thing is the that u live to see the day when things get better if i had killed myself everytime i wanted to one of my guy friends would have killed himself. everyone is put here for a reason so keep living because yo uwould be amazed at how big an impact it has on someone else's life. stay strong we are all here for you.
6th May 2012 5:22pm
I know the answer to this question, and it hangs in the future like some grisly hovering bird
6th May 2012 11:00pm
