Honesty

 
altering reality to accommodate my love for you
fluidly in motion unless I leave a ripple effect
disturbing your play causing you to love me less
 
listen to me I pay attention to you
in the course of the day I put aside my pride to spend time with you
you feed your pet encouragement
am I any less cause I don't make you beg?
 
within the internal strife she digs a well for you to fall inside
a slut with an agenda
with pangs of regret I accept less than
 
beautiful in ways you won't see
you get the lesser me
the one you provoke and satisfies your ego
these are childish games, thrill-seeking behavior
 
accustomed to wicked women
that stab you in the back
I new what she was but still gave her a shot
 
an ugly beast you have upon you
waiting to suck off your soul
one, two men a four a go, go
telling you is not enough
 
when your holding your dick in hand
will you wake up?