Let Me Stay In Bed

I love life
I love living
 
But there are days
 
When it feels like my shirts are choking me
 
And everything my eyes land on
Has me questioning if it could hurt me
If I could use it
 
When I physically can’t function
 
And I snap at everyone
Because if you talk to me
I won’t listen
 
I’m too busy trying to deal
With the voices in my head
 
I don’t have energy to change my clothes
Or shower
Or brush my hair
 
 
I’ve been fighting
My teeth have been gritted
And my muscles are sore
 
I just want to sleep