Alone

in this room screaming creatures a yell out of decayng flesh filled with puss
"A monster hiding slaughtering" you say
and I dont understand how
Alone staring as the walls melt in a yellow death
we scream over and over
you laugh
"A monster hiding slaughtering" you say
and I dont understand why
a melting cacass noone stumbles upon a lifeless
face of sorrow and tears the monster in this sickening script
curled in a pathetic thought
"A monster hiding slaughtering" you say
and I dont understand now
a shiver hidden in a second guess of a friendless life
leave me alone to rot in hell leave me alone I want to die
stare at the painting noone can see
you laugh
again your treacherous smile a mimick of mockery
im pathetic
we howl in hatred a screech of hared in a useless use of whoever
"a monster hiding slaughteing" you say
an eternity of mockery of this life I'm alone again I'm alone I'm alone solemn chants of tears in an itchy dirt infested bed
curled again
you laugh
a reasurance of death from you
"a monster hiding slaughtering" you say
I cry
bugs eating away at my flesh
hurry I want to end it all get out of this solitude this hell let me out
"A monster hiding slaughtering" you say
before after everything else would mattter your gone
everyone left me
a childhood memory
the dead thought everyone jumps over
I'm alone
"A monster hiding slaughtering" you say
eyes burning into me
it's my fault lost so pathetic helpless in my head
fantasies and dreams of smiles and death tears for anyone left
they will care
they wont care
"A monster hiding slaughtering" you say

the same eyes
the same voice
the same hunger
I want out

you laugh