Miscalculated emotions

Being so tight and hard to ease my heart
Forcing myself through fire and get Mickey burnt
I've being isolating in the dark coz the dark is me
Scared of death like it's real coz there's nothing to see

These thoughts be wildin' without mercy underneath
Trying to resist, they just won't let the insider breath
They be actin like a trigger that ignites the fckn powder
These little minions of mine give these emotions that power

Imagination hits so hard but i ain't the thinker
Pretending to be so cold but i am the feeler
Sometimes i see myself controlled by dirty leviathan,
But i keep fighting these demons cos they be so nefarious

Idk, it's either TNT or the atomic, i guess it's atomic
cos I see a chain reaction, i can't stop it, i can feel it
It's about to implode, should i blame Robert, oh i shouldn't
But hell nah, don't worry my baby girl said i can do it

Is this a curse or a blessing, this is too much, it's stressing
cause i be wanting to see that thick pawgy latina undressing
This second right that minute wrong, times are confusing
Gambling like Cardano in the golden age maybe I'll hit the jackpot

Unshaken freedom turns to a freedom shaken, i know it
If you know you're free, your freedom gets taken, you should know it
So know your mind and the world will be an interyoke of vessels
And ain't no soul on earth will take that from yah, even Azrael know that

I be wanting so bad to escape from this cage, maybe I'll change
This darky shadow lurking behind drags me back to that ugly stage
Situation's so critical that's why I'm imperial
But i wish she were here cos her prayers made me superior

Dark energy in motion now tragedy of the commons,
Why're you so destructive, don't you know i live for the stubborn
You finished eating off my plate, what else do you want, I'm the phoenix trader
My soul, my glory, hell nah, that's locked up, i ain't an easy bargainer

Why're you so naive, what are you, a fckn schmuck?
If you still hungry i can give you something special to suck
My will is powerful, it'll crush you to non-existence
By the way, you're nothing without me in this field of existence

So why don't you calm your ass down and be my slave
Stop dealing with miscalculated emotions and be my fave
I'm gonna show you the whole world and everything you love
Don't worry I'll protect you, just be my Eve, deal?