Sincere:  

  

All the innocence of your words coming towards me like a
wave of emotion,

Rattling me to the core of my being.

I believe that you believe what you are saying when you say
it.

I believe your emotions are real and raw.

It turns me on and draws me in,

Almost having me forget what we really are to each other.

 

Since you ask, yes I dream of you and fantasize about us,

But no further will that go.

My wants will never just justify my needs.

You need to stop coming around me.

I need to stop calling you late at night.

We need to grow apart.

 

The pain of knowing you is because we will never be.

The joy of knowing you is because I walked away.

One day you’ll get what I mean,

And one day I will actually believe my own words.

But for now goodbye.