scream

when will this pain come another day?
I'm about to break free.
from all of these stupid memories.
there a waste of space in my brain.
and plus,
there making insane.
but I've already gone crazy.
I can't even see,
my vision has gone hazy.
i might wanna calm down,
no, its too late.
your just gonna have to wait.
I'm going to fucking scream.
why can't i wake up from this fucking dream?
this cant be real.
but it is.
it's the real deal.
my heart is  made out of straw
and you just blew it down.
like it was nothing.
to the ground.
how could you?
i just pray none of this is really true.