Heavy Cross

was it you
or was it the wind
that turned off
the flame of desire?
who's the one that
by distraction
lost you
was lost from you

never came back
to ask for
forgiveness

I don't even ask you
that much
I just want
half-open mouth

waiting
for forgiveness
for none
of my sins
the hand begging
a solution
that cools me down
the stigmata

You are a crown of thorns
and I don't know where
I left my
sacred Heart...