(2) Adderall (04/19/2023 @ 12:20am)

Ninety milligrams in the morning, I’m ignited.
On the hunt for a high like this all my life.
My brain’s well lit like a new lightbulb.
I’m fired up, my face is perfectly numb.

This ride can only be temporary.
Respectfully, I’m committed to the lovely Ms. Mary.
Three pills in the morning gets me running like a ferrari.
Ready to pursue procrastinated priorities.

You help me accomplish so much.
My life prior to our acquaintance was tough.
I’m able to keep up when times get rough.
Popping them, I feel like life is worthy enough.

If only I knew about you back in school.
Instead of nodding off in class like a fool.
I’m reconsidering going back to college.
I’m ready to cross this fragile bridge.

I finally feel a sense of security.
Extreme potency with a touch of serenity.
Thanks to you, I’m keeping up with life.
I'm floating with ease as I roam the sky.

My heart starts to race fast;
I wish this high could forever last.
I love burning bad memories from my past.
I’m intoxicated once again and I’m having a blast.

In my head, “Where have you been all my life?”
I hate to say it, but I’m enjoying this new high.
I wish I could feel like this all the time!
My addiction is something I can’t deny.

I found the missing chemical to my brain.
For the first time, I feel no sort of pain.
I feel at ease, my spirit is flying free!
This substance rapidly took a hold of me.

It didn’t take long for me to get hooked
Like a buffet, I keep my brain cells cooked.
I’m so high, my vision eventually gets blurry.
I’m gambling with my health but don’t worry.

I’ll pay the price to be elevated.
It’s a priceless feeling, content & concentrated
Let’s not worry about today’s consequences.
Let's indulge in the ruthless essence.

Tonight we shall let go of our sorrows.
Leave all negative emotions for tomorrow.
It’s a short life bro, so let’s have a good time.
Once we’re gone, all that will be left is this rhyme.

Normally, I’m a sucker for downers.
I never thought I would love an upper.
My pops tells me that I need to slow down.
My addictive self walks away, Charlie Brown.

I can’t stop deep cleaning everything.
It’s almost like I developed OCD.
I truly feel like an unstoppable beast.
The false sense of power, curse the weak!

Time is irrelevant, life can be deceiving.
The power to overcome fear & start achieving.
The strength of confidence will have you believing.
If you stop at nothing, you can achieve anything.