crystal pattern

I lay alone, surrounded by thoughts
The crystal craving makes me angry and lost
The frustration has me cutting, but i feel no relief
I'm trapped in a world of emotion that tries to overcome me
I sank down to the Depths,a place i never intended to go back to again
The drugs pulled me out, but i am still Underground
Trapped.
Take a hit and my mind goes high as the sky
Abandoned my body and left it to die
When i return to myself i am weakened and low
Remembering the feelings i had and unable to let go
Pulling myself in a pattern of death
My body will rot, while my head is high instead