The little things .

Nobody truly knows how you are . Only yourself and it’s meant to be ok to say that you are not ok . Since I put my cat down of 14 years and the next day getting
the letter regarding the mortgage triple Interest rise . I have had moments when I lost my grip well pretty much since my cat died  . Over a cat it’s madness isn’t it.Well I will tell you my four legged friend gave me so much love as long as he was fed . Lost a mum a dad and a brother too but maybe cos I am older this cut me in two . But the little things are still there a smile breath of fresh air and the glint in an eye and a slither of light that reminds you of hope . I just need my head to tell my heart come on let’s get our trainers on and play hide and seek and we will find all the gems and gratitude of just being a mad cat lady who just for a while forgot she still has the ability to smile even for a little while . It will remind you it’s all about the little things and how they add up until you can withstand twenty fours hours of your first day minus grieving . I mean it’s worth a try a little spark can ignite a fire get your trainers on .