Just Right .

You are the step I took to heaven but I wasn’t dead I was the most alive I have ever felt . I can’t comprehend how a man can take you way before the touch of flesh .How somehow they know instinctively how you feel underneath the slouchy sweater pale pink when your shoulders ache and back feel bent over with too much pressure . You know I learnt love is so much more than carnal pleasure . It’s deep in pockets of understanding and having that hand that holds without having to be told . It’s the sheer joy that you found a place that’s soft gentle and yet so wild that it’s only their feet you hear and your heart misses a beat just to want to hold on to that feeling for so much longer. It’s the laughter and the shared sense of humour and all the different aspects he has and you lack and vice versa but you just share because it’s what you want to do with any hesitation. It’s comprise but with everything in your being you want the other to win . I have to say it’s the most beautiful thing . Almost heaven but you’re alive walking in a place that was not meant to be even if you are the sceptical one . Love . It’s home waiting in pjs with the kettle on . It’s just right and how I smile when I think of Goldilocks and the three bears analogy I always loved that book.