To Feel Death

What is that feeling that you get
when the world and afterlife have met
and posture fluctuates to a body numb and cold?

Is it a feeling that you get
when your mind refrains and cannot set
and pupils are dilated, massive and bold?

What is that feeling that you get
when your thoughts no longer direct
and your eyelids weaken abrupt and unfold?

Is that a feeling that you get
when things happen that you expect
and you demise and decease beyond enduring old?

What is that feeling that you get
when you sleep before you've slept
and you sense death embrace you in a hold?

Is it a feeling that you get
when you take that one last breath
and death was the only quality to indulge?