Time Bomb

 
I am a time bomb of emotions waiting to explode
The commotion the explosion will cause is what I can't decode
More of the reasons why I'd rather Implode
Also the commotion the implosion will cause I can't disclose

I have a bag of emotions
I carry around for different occasions
It helps me hold my head high during ovations
And also keep my head low during commotions

The weight of the bag slows me down
And inside me I can't see anything except an emotional breakdown
Maybe it's better to implode and suffer alone
Or maybe I should explode and make others suffer with me