Never Was Supposed To Be

A bastard baby who only knew how to love, every bone soft not like it should be. She could've built walls fortified with stone and justification, but she didn't want to grow cold so she lived raw and broken.
Her mom threw her out the car window when she was a baby.
I swear to God my life has been a war from birth.
I just dont understand it all...
It just should've never been.