FUCK

I dont know who my freinds are.
Becasue I drifted apart.
and its my own fault.
I feel like I shouldnt be alive.
Theres nothing to live for.
Noone to live for.
Nothing to do.
Nothing I can do.
What is my life about.
What is the meaning for me.
I cant even write a fucking poem.
But I cant do anything rignt.
Why do I wake up in the middle of the night
And Im alone.
With no hand to hold.
When nothing in the world makes sense.
Why the fuck do I take my next breathe?
Maybe next time ill hold it.
soo goodbye.
I wont be here tonight.,