Lost

I can't trust anybody like Mission Impossible. Demons chasing me, it's like a train that's unstoppable. This pain I feel brings so much sadness and anger. Deep in depression, I feel like putting one in the chamber. I feel like blowing my brains out so it can be quick. I'm tired of living, everything makes me sick. My happiness abandoned me and I'm alone. I want to be cremated so don't worry about a tombstone. I have lost everything that I have worked so hard for. I lost all my feelings and I'm numb to the core.