hopefully its my time

those words you say
they really hurt
im tired of living a lie

heart felt sadness
throbbing in pain
its burning me away

its a mask that i wear
and yet it looks so real
that you cant see past a lie

i wish i could stay
but hopefully its my time to go now
and if its not then i guess i'll have to deal
but what ever you do
dont expect me
to be alive within five minutes in your life