When I met you

When i met you, I felt like,
i skydived my pain away in the ocean of better days,
but here i fell instead, to a chronological order of your calendar,
everyday, my heart hung., under my broken bones of wishes,
No matter how many tricks you can pull with loving bull shit kisses
... I'm reminded of all your other little hidden fishes...
in stream of make believe, you keep telling me is in my head,
wishing it would leave, but i know damn well your the bitter queen of deceit

"i was just a target balancing on the rim of love being real,
but you created a bigger rock, to kill every flower on the field...
my vision of beauty is crushed now thanks to you,"