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Funny how fast everything changes
And nothing you can do about it
No single thing matters
Your hope,faith,patience
Your strength is gone
Your chin on the ground
Your knees so feeble
Your throat is dry
Your eyes about to close
You can't take another blow to your face
You not sure you'll survive or just surrender
Not expecting any good but the bad just won't stop creeping
But maybe it's your mind
Why don't you ignore the negatives
And be in heaven
Real high
You know this but yet the drainage is exhausted
You keep avoiding your thoughts
By any means necessary
You are empty than the empty souls of forgotten skeletons in that place you imagine as dark and deserted
Where chills are ever up, nightmares reign,sleepless nights,cold
You know you'll be okay but not exactly when
Not when you want it to be
Maybe not a lil bit sooner,or maybe good things take time, could be tomorrow you just never know
Then maybe pull out from the loop
Just come out slowly or breath in all the anger and come out for once!
Now you up in the sky being blown side to side right infront of the face of decision making
What's next?
Let's be certain
Maybe maybe not