How dare you

It’s not fair the way you can laugh like that
I hate you are sailing through all this change
It’s intolerable how you can compartmentalize
When I’m being rocked by emotion
You side blinded me when I was most vulnerable
And made me question everything
The drama was not mine I didn’t own it
Yet I am left scrambling for the shattered pieces
So what now my friend
Does our love become toxic
Because without anger how can I move on
I hate you
But I still love you