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I wish you were see through
So I could pretend you weren't here
So I could breath
So you would leave
But you wouldn't disappear
I wouldn't be confronted with your face
I wouldn't have to think about the lies
I wouldn't think about the waste
Of future I saw in your eyes
You said: "I love you"
When looking into mine
It turned out not to be true
Though I know you tried
Please be more transparent
So I wouldn't be alone
You could still be my friend
You would still be right there
I could breath
Not empty
Just with more air