Ugly

I hate myself for things I’ve done/ I had it all/ I was someone
I can’t escape/ I can’t outrun
The monster that I have become

 
And now I don’t even know myself anymore, I just know that

 
I’m ugly, so ugly. You don’t really want to know me
I’m cold and so lonely. This is just killing me slowly

 
I hate myself for what I’ve done/ forget the past/ try to move on
It’s easier said than done
I remind myself with each new sun

 
And now I don’t feel like myself anymore, I just feel like

 
I’m ugly, so ugly. You don’t even need to show me
I’m cold and so empty inside it’s killing me slowly

 
I’m disgusted with myself

 
I’m ugly, so ugly. You don’t really want to know me
I’m cold and so lonely. This is just killing me slowly

I’m cold and so empty inside, it’s killing me slowly