Watch me die

So many ways I could leave
Leave this world in agony
So many ways, I count my death
The many ways I could take a last breath
I cut and I bleed, but no one can see
The way I move, oh so gingerly
How don't you notice the scar in plain sight
How don't you see my emotional fight
Why don't you care enough to stop me
Why won't you finally set me free
I don't deserve life, so let me starve
I don't deserve life, so let me scar
I could die by the cold blade of a knife
Or take a rope round my throught to end my life
I could trow myself out infront of a car
Or run away to die in a dream so far
I could stab a knife straight through my chest
And let it hang out of my breast
So many ways I could end my life
Now watch me end this stupid strife