Friendship

Tonight my thoughts are focus on the meaning of friendship. And what it means to be a friend to someone. I am some what distressed over it. And I will not hide the fact that I am hurt, I seem to attract undeserving friends. I am a very generous person, I am blessed with the ability to turn compassion into active action. Loyalty is a great ability that I manifest in my flesh. My love is enduring sacrificial and binding.  Yet my love is met with deception, treachery, my kindness met with greed. My friendship unappreciated. I have no friends I am friends to others, that are not a friend of mine. I do my best to be a example of what a friend should be. I hope those that  accept into my circle, could see through my actions, and learn from my example what is to be a friend. So someday they be a friend to me or someone else. Can friendship be taught? Or is it a natural ability to certain individuals? Or is it that some people are perfect example,of what it is not to be a friend? What it is to be a taker a user, a deceiver a liar. My nature is to be good to others, to treat others with kindness compassion. To be the giver of love, to be selfless , instead of selfish. I'm am forgiving because I wish to be forgiven if I do something to be forgiven for. And repent for slight that I ask to be forgiven for. And that my repentance may not be counterfeit in the slightest degree. I wish not to build a wall that will block out a friend that matches my energy. I love being good to others, to be a ear to listen. Thankful for having a strong shoulder to lean on. And to be there for those in thier time of distress. And my friend problem is my problem, and may we find a solution together under the bond of friendship. Am I a foolish dreamer? I give my hand in friendship to anyone that see the value of it, the worth of it. I give my friendship from the deepest recesses of my heart. Not because some may feel entitled to it. Just because I have it to give.  Yet it's rare ever I had a true friend. Yet I am blessed with a few. And I am grateful for the few I have. I may not break a Facebook record of having the most friends. But the true blue friends, I have is far greater than that.