Her

Never have i felt such unexpected bliss she melted my heart with every single kiss
She filled pages in my life with words i never knew i missed and i never thought a (her) could make me feel like this.
Is it wrong to love, a (her) as am the same and why do i get shivers each time she calls my name.
I am always bold and not normally shy is it unfair to say she's not a typical guy, am having all these feelings i dont understand she has me questioning who i truly am.
Do i need a (her) do i need a man, my mind filled with so much confusion , so many what ifs, what they, what is , how will i explain that i dont ever want a connection with another man again.
I dont think its just a phase that will simply go away but how can one tell a dad like mine that i realize that i am gay.  
I cant sleep at nights i wanna be with my her  
My decision on what to do may start a family war
She must have a degree on my anotomy as she knows how to touch and raise every hair on my body , these goose pimples i get each time she smile and to do the do with a (her) Dam!!!!! Thats wild.
She turns me on and let it flows, waters like spring that made flowers grows , this is no dream, this is real how long can i hide how i truly feel.  
I need my her and i know she is mine i just need to get away all these things thats messing with my mind.