Broken (a Collab with mcr4everyoung)

Lying in a pool of blood,
I held that razor too near,
Now look what I've done.
O this pain and how it sears.
Why did I do this?
The scars irreversible.
Nothing on earth I would miss
I am not invincible.
Every knife you put in my back,
Made it too hard to go on,
To live a life where love lacked.
Is my misery truly so wrong?
Every attempt to get back on my feet
Set the wounds of your love ablaze.
A different kind of fire from our first meet.
And yet your presence never ceases to amaze.
My heart is aching something righteous,
As my tears just flow and flow.
Even though I try so hard to fight this,
My depression continued to drag me so low.
I took the razor as my last resort.
The only way to understand this new pain.
But it has only made my vision distort,
Everything I have done was in vein!