It Used to be Fun

You couldn't care less about my life
You simple want me in yours
The present tension breaks the knife
Who knows what's said behind closed doors
I wait to think back
Was my excitement all a ruse
I remember not keeping track
I wonder, could you understand abuse

Please wait, it used to be fun
Determined fate, I guess you won
Please wait, my feelings are gone
Personal hate, I will be done

I could have sworn that all along
You forgot that I exist
Holy water in your bong
Your opinions were mental kissed

Flowers to line your cave
Lights to fuck your grave
Evil to fill your lathe
Locked in the forest paved