Lyrics of an Untamed Past

You still try to explain to me
Why I should follow you blindly
But I know that it's untrue
When you say "I love you"
We could sit for hours
But he's the one deflowers
Virginia was first, you were second
You simply answered the call, with which he beckoned
So, I don't care about your pains
And to you it's only rape if she complains
But now I know that I've run out of luck
And for you, I guess, I don't give a fuck

I still drive past
A parking lot of stories cast
A fucking lot has changed
My mental life has become estranged
The local life will comment
"Your presence only make me want to vomit"
I cannot compete with the presence of your
Love current and rapist color

I have left, but you departed
By doing nothing, you act like a martyr
I wanted to come around, but you didn't look back
But any reason to stay together I know that you did lack
The others have begun to say
"Maybe it's time to go away"
But no one will leave
Unless the ring-leader can achieve
What else do you want from me
I still try to act kindly
But I never feel welcome
To share my infinite boredom