Hello Old Friend

It's been years since we connected.
I got lost in some offshore land
Looking for peace in different prospective
Finding only small incentive indicatives of self.

How we parted ways in a rush, me lost in a maze
Of my own creation, I abandoned you.
Breaking my want for  you, thinking...
I could do life without you.
Silly girls with silly dreams do grown up
To be foolish women.

I rest my ink on the hood of pride
Too shallow to believe I needed to be humble
Too broken and tore to think I was unbreakable
Too dumb to think I couldn't be clueless

I lost so much yet nothing at all
I lost the chip on my shoulder, tho  heavy it was
I still stayed away from you.

Old friend you force me to see me
Inked myself on pages unjudging and unwavering
Let me cry broken n lost and still I couldn't
Bring myself back to you.
Until now.. I missed you old friend
I'm ready to spill.