Lusting him is my deadly sin

The lust kicks in
Whenever
I’m in my feelings
I don’t plan on doing nothing about that
But even so
I don’t know
What other way
To explain or say
How much I desire him
This lustful attraction
Is rather
Attractive in itself
How the thought of wanting him
Goes deeper than
Having him
It gives me
Much more than that
It’s the added prelude
Which eludes to
Having my cake
And eating it too
And I’m really
Okay with that
Cause when
It comes to him
I’m always willing
To keep
This pussy on display
Whenever
He wants it his way
Cause
I ride for him like that
Lust or fuck
Either way
I fucks with me some him
And lusting him
Is my deadly sin