Mistaken

I wish I was courageous
The greatest
Living life a shameless
I’m the plainest
The lamest
Some sort of a freak sadist

I wish I was faceless
Vacant
I’m Cycling through the phases
I’m aimless
Anxious
Don’t know what my own name is

Do they think I hate the world?
Categorized the quiet girl
They laugh above, I feel so small
I eat my lunch inside the stall

Call home sick, mom pick me up
I can’t stay here I’ve had enough
I know I’ve been missing too much
They’re wailing on my short haircut

I’m faithless
A famous
Target for the racists
Don’t know what their
Game is
I lose to ignoramus