distance

the distance measures strength
the heart feels the strain
my thoughts hear the pain
but my eyes feel the tears
my ears hear my screams
my nightmares are my dreams
my smile hides the truth but
my scars show for all who wish to
see my hidden knife that tells
my story with my blood on its blade
my final note and words
that are all about him
how much i love him
how much i care
how much pain i felt
with your cold final stare