My times about up

Why can't things just go away?
I live through sorrow each day
Give me a reason why I should stay
I can never find the right words to say


Day by day I live in pain
And I'm the only one to blame
Everything just stays the same
I'm tired of playing this game

Nobody even cares
Why is there so much darkness in the air?
I don't know how much more I can bare
This is a neverending nightmare

Well im afraid this is just my luck
It's like a knife in my chest that got stuck
This really does suck
I guess my times just about up