Looking back without going back

You shouted to world how strong your love was when you felt elated

I knew it wasn’t genuine but I held it close cause I knew we were bulls

Tough to get through I took the deep route to remind you of what was

 I became medically & emotionally ill once I stooped down a few levels

 You understood when I no longer cared & I was too sick to explain

I expressed giving up & you laughed cause it was my song on repeat  

I’ll remember the last laugh & You’ll remember my last words

          (Repeat offender on the wrong side)