I'm drown in Madness

My tender heart beat at the rhythm of yours
The moment we spent together are but a simple memory
All story don't t end with a tragedy
But life isn't a fairy tale
Then should I just cry ?

My broken heart can no longer
Differ dream from reality
Was your love just a delusion ?
Yet even if it just a simple lie
I wish to see your smile one more time

A broken heart is no longer able to love
Emotion are just hindrance
Or is it just what I want to believe?
I'm no expert in love poem
Yet I still believe love song would make me an expert

In the end maybe all I wish is to be loved ?
Even your smile is just my simple delusion
You never existed in the real world
Then why am I torturing myself
With an imaginary love ?

Madness ate me whole
My fantasy kept me safe from reality
Or is it just what I want to believe?
Am but a simple puppet
How am I deserving of emotion?

Love is but an illusion
Your voice and hug were too
Maybe a simple puppet like me
Shall drown in the deepest of ocean
And be finally free

From the pain of life