Fragile yes thats true

Feeling again  and wish it would stop,
Ready for so much better
Always behind reaching my potential
Good at fucking it all up without it seeming intentional
Innocently seeking the ones that dismantle
Loveing the deteriation of the feeling itself
Encounters with people not meant for me
Forever destined to loneliness even as im not bymyself
Rational desire to be loved unconditionally
Accepting of the fact that oneness with another wasnt meant for me
God is my rock no other is strong enough to hold
Incapable of bullshit is what i am
Lieing cheaters decieved and beat me
Empty of all desire to be in a  nightmare
Fake ass mutherfuckers call
Relationships just migraines that blind
and cause pain
Glad that i find wholeness oneness with me
Irritated with opposite sex and even the same sex
Looking for myself out here now
Eager to continue on my path to enlightenment