if only

if only i could hold you,
if only i could tell you how much i care,
if only you were here,
if only i could stop my hand from destroying you
if only.......
my hands and my heart have destroyed the very thing i created,
damaging something so pure,i need to understand why my hands can't
be free to love and not hurt , my heart to love and not hate,My
eyes to see and not to cry,.......Wishing i could take back the very thing i have laid into you . doctors appointments to furenal homes If only i could figure wherethis love has went wrong,
I hurt your heartn and killed you silently....All that is over
because right now you are free....Lets stop the spread of this diease