AYLA : BETRAYED

In solitude with my sorrow
Solace is what I seek , as I cry
Wasted tears from a heart wounded
A soul torn apart by Love
Unbearable pain of being a victim
Know I Bleed
Suffer in pain as a ,
Dagger , shoved straight into my heart
Rips me apart
In a pool of blood , I lie paralysed
I 've been here before
But this time
This agony  I cant take
Death is were I run to
No reason for me to go on
As now , I’ve seen
From were I did not think
Betrayal
I gave you all of me
My deep dark secrets
My heart , so delicate
I should have known
How cold a person you were
Why me ?
Blinded by love
I was again happy
Desired , wanted
Deluded
Why hurt me so ?
The Moment I saw you
All my defences shuttered
Your smile
Your presence
So gentle
Your touch
Your kiss , magical
No reason to doubt
Our heart as one, for all eternity
But now , cheated on again
Taken for granted
Why ?
Why me ?
Was my existence meant to be like this
Live forever in turmoil
Stabbed again and again
Alone , Forever exiled
I cant any more

All I see , Darkness approaching
My heart
I wont hold it together any more
But before I take my last breath, know this
I , AYLA
Die in pain with anger
betrayed by you
The one person I trusted
My death is only the Beginning
You will live my sorrows  

By Reginald
    AYLA