Imitations

I screamed, "I, I've lived this shit so many times before"
Do you really care to see how much pain and misery it took to create I Is Me
I fucking prayed that you never had to know
I cried at Hell's gates until it opened up and accepted me
 
Hell as I told you before, "you don't wanna go there"
Horns emerged, balding replacing beautiful locks of hair
The eyes of innocence replaced with a glowing stare  
A heart raging with emotion, turn frigid without care
  
Hell breastfed  me on the milk of darkness
A many would had feared her frigid starkness
But to suckle on the nutrients of pain and misery
Made the darkness darker and fortified the evil in me
  
Many claim to had possess such a relationship
To have bathe in the eternal flames while held in Hell's controlling grip
Just like Achilles's dipped into the Styx river
In Hell's grip, dipped into the eternal flames, all I could do was shiver
  
The pain was so exquisite, waves of torment washed over me
My soul bathed in pure torture, chaining itself in an effort to feel free
You say you want to be I Is Me, other wards of hell have tried
But only those that know true pain, a true demon supreme on the inside
  
Only I can take this shit to the next level and flip it on it's head
Talk about the good in everyone, while taking these succubi to bed
Each lying about their love and affection, while tearing the flesh from me
Searching for a heart no longer there, do you truly want to be I Is Me