Want

You look the way I imagine men should look.
You feel the way I imagined men should feel.
You taste the way I imagined men should taste.
Your violence is the way I imagined violence should be placed, in arousal, in lust, in temporary disgrace.
Heavy handed. Misplaced intentions.
Anticipation finally met with force, with slight hesitation.
Take it again, I will in any capacity.
I want to take.
I want to hurt.
I want to break.
Just in the moment to let go, to be blind to all else. To drown.