Lonely nights

Lonely and cold nights,
Like they used to be.
I look to my left i have someone close by
I look to my right, i also have someone close,
Yet why do i feel so alone?
 
The fire in my soul,
Has long been extinguished,
Ashes mixed with tears,
Formed  layers of hard clay.
 
A lover in the past life,
Yet a total stranger now,
Didnt care about the layers of clay,
He broke them all down.
 
Finally the fire finally ignites,
It burns stronger then ever,
He shined so bright  
He blinded my eyes.
 
I couldnt see anything,
I couldnt see anyone,
Yet i could see him ,
Could see those green eyes.
 
Finally those werent lonely nights,
They were filled with laughter,
Alot of fantasies were thought of,
Yet no one cared that it was impossible.
 
Now the fire,
Its extinguished again,
No more layers of clay,
Just nothing to burn again.