Not in the Sea of Tears

Though it's dark; it's lonely now.
Sinking pit and throbbing cuts,
Pitch black bleeding hole-
Buried crater in my chest.
Let's throw it out,
This aching pain,
Water sparkling, turn to mud-
Take it away,
Fear and hate- burn with loneliness.
Leap into the masses,
Jump into the heart, the heat and the sway,
Of all the people dancing away.
Feet pounding, arms and hands up-
Waving 'round and swinging too,
Heads thumping to the beat,
Blood in veins singing to the sound,
Mixing into the mass of noise,
Drowning into bliss-
Plugged out of this- colorful life.
Let it dull,
Twists and thumps, beating sounds-
Let it dull, the building crescendo.
Symphony of screams, screams of tears-
That won't come out.
Into the masses, throw it down.
Mix it up with the beats,
Weave it into the air and sweat,
Burn it up with moving blood,
Thump it to the ground,
Throw the feeling wide-
Calm all the burning tides,
Until the ache feels gone.
When the pain is numb,
Joy in the dance,
In the ocean of moving,
Bubbling, burning-
Waving 'round mass of strangers.
In loneliness, there is none-
Not in the sea of tears.