If I could never love again

If I could never love again. With such strong emotions, it seems that I can never win. Love to me, should be a terrible sin.

No, I shall never love again. Women after woman, again and again, they rip out my heart while having a devilish grin. Again and again, I wish the pain will end. From the most recent heartbreak to the 1st way back when.
I shall never love again. I wish this were true. I said that the last time but then I met you. For no reason, like a bat in the night, you just flew. Now I'm stuck guessing. My mind's churning like stew. Don't know if I will love again, until then I'll make do.
If I could never love again, I would be great. I'd never catch feelings, so life would be cake.
If I could never love again, my mind would just grow. It grows fast but with no distractions old growth would seem slow.
If I could never love again, I would see in HD. I'd always be a shiny light, shinning ever so brightly.
If I could love no more, my life would never be grey. I wouldn't miss love or wonder what they say. Without love, I'd also never wonder why they changed that way. I'd never have to experience heartbreak's dismay.