I guess I’ll fall in obsessed with you after all

You were just another dick on the hit list.
I just needed to fuck you like that right now.

But I got caught.
I liked the way you pushed
your two fingers in my mouth
after
(you)
(that)
(now)

I liked it a little too much.
And damn if I find myself
finding myself
in a chronic you-loop.
Because it's been a shitshow,
I've been a shitshow,
these past two days.

(you)
 
I felt itchy, like I needed
to find a bathroom stall
where I could
shove my hand in my pants
shove my hand in my pants
and hit
refresh.
and hit
refresh.

(that)

And people kept asking me
if I was coming down with something,
I didn’t know how to answer
because I was coming down with
thinking about how
sexy you look with
my need scratched
down your back.

(now)


I kept one speaker in my right ear
the whole time
so I could
pretend like I heard them,
but I didn't hear
anything but
thunder,
palms wet,
legs crossed a
little too tight
but not enough

not enough.

I can’t think of anything
without thinking of you
so I guess, baby,
I guess I'll wrap
my tongue around those
fingers you put in me.

I guess I'll go ahead
and fall in obsessed

with you,

like that,

right now.