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Forever Dying
I drown in my pillow,
For my tears have caused my death.
Never will I ever trust you again
So forever I wept.
You held me and kissed,
On the day of my seventeenth birth.
I tried to go but you held me fair
For I was the one to let go first.
And I found you to be exciting,
My man of humor and love.
But alas you had a maiden
Never to tell me of.
I wept and screamed,
For the crime I've committed.
I only knew afterwards,
That all was misfitted.
He repeated a crime,
Done to me long ago.
To kiss a maiden,
Of that which was not his own.
He has yet to tell her,
Of this traitorous event.
And may soon she be ridden
Of this man that I called friend.
For my tears have caused my death.
Never will I ever trust you again
So forever I wept.
You held me and kissed,
On the day of my seventeenth birth.
I tried to go but you held me fair
For I was the one to let go first.
And I found you to be exciting,
My man of humor and love.
But alas you had a maiden
Never to tell me of.
I wept and screamed,
For the crime I've committed.
I only knew afterwards,
That all was misfitted.
He repeated a crime,
Done to me long ago.
To kiss a maiden,
Of that which was not his own.
He has yet to tell her,
Of this traitorous event.
And may soon she be ridden
Of this man that I called friend.
Published 18th Mar 2012
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18th Mar 2012 2:24am
My friend wanted to hang out around 8pm. We just drove around and I told him what my day was like. We are just friends and I've known him for 4 years. He drove me home and I was about to say goodbye when I told him that I had met a woman whose birthday was also today. My birthday was today and he forgot. I asked for a kiss as a present. He kissed me. We made out, I thought the kiss was over after like 5 seconds so I started to pull away. He held on and said "not yet." I was happy because I really liked him and this was the first time we ever kissed because we were only friends. I said I had to go after about 3 minutes of kissing him. He was holding on to my back and pulling me over by him. I got out and walked into the house happy and blissful that I finally kissed him. 5 minutes after I get into the house he texts me that he was sorry and that he had a girlfriend. He said that he kept it a secret for so long because he was scared to tell me because he really liked me. I told him to leave me alone because he should have told me before I asked for the kiss. My ex-boyfriend pulled the same crap on me over a year ago. He kissed one of my friends (not my friend no more) and was never going to tell me until I kept bugging him about what was wrong with him the next day. He knew exactly what I went through with my ex boyfriend!!! My ex boyfriend cheated on me and now I am the one who had someone cheat on his girlfriend because he didn't have the guts to tell me he had a girlfriend. Happy Seventeenth Birthday to me!!!
18th Apr 2012 6:58am
I actually can recall being that age. I probably would have been devastated. That you were able to turn to writing about it says a lot about your strength, despite the title.
20th Apr 2012 3:41am
20th Apr 2012 3:03pm
