Unwanted and Disposed

Why did you let me in to you heart?
Why did you let me have your time?
After all of these, this will be the end?
Happiness earned is not comparable,
To this unjust matter of decision.

Why did you let me be with you?
Why did you let me join you?
After all of this moments, you just pushed me away.
You don't need me as friend nor a lover,
You just want me to be away.

Why did you want me at first?
Why did you lie to me at first?
If you will just disposed me as a used toy.
Urged with anger, angst with dismay...
This is could be your worst decision?

What mistake did I have done?
What action did I done?
That is so heavy and burden for you to overcome.
You can't forgive me, you just forget about me...
Your heart become a boulder.

I'm unwanted by you, disposed by you?
What love and true feeling did I get?
I can move on, but the pain will still be here...
I can move on, but the memories will still be here...
Capture by moments, even it breaks my heart.