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Apathetic Paranoid
Paranoia has become apathy.
Is this the shadow people
Come to get me?
Do they know? Are they aware?
I just...
Don’t...
Care…
Swerving the lane
Across the membrane
In
The
Fight
Or
Flight
Of the brain
Turned into a machine
Of
Madness
Bold
&
Cold
*. *. *
I think for much of my life... I existed in a state of paranoia...
I always thought that paranoia
is a form of intelligence...
I am still paranoid...
But I perhaps channel it differently...
Have a different interaction with it...
Perhaps it has evolved in the laboratory of self...
I was doing something... Sometime around 3 AM... (a few days ago)
Saw car across the street...
Out of the ordinary...
The lights blinked as I looked out the window...
I watched in curiosity...
Twas strange...
Sort of awoke the cool...
Calm... Collected
Maniac within...
I was like a person holding an axe...
Peeking out the window...
Like...
Bring it mother fucker...
Crazy I know
But I think these things come from
some of the really really crazy things I have experienced...
For real For real...
Published 17th May 2022
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