Why Do I Hide

What do I have to do
to fit in
to not be
noticed
It would be nice to not have to hide
myself
I try to look like them
So I don't get laughed at or
embarrassed
I'm smart but not
cool
I've got friends but most are
fake
 I bottle up my
emotions
just for them to explode in my
face
I'm sick of the mean girls I cant
take
I can not embrace my true
self
My bar is set to the highest
shelf
I can't reach what they
expect
Then it leaves me with
regret
Why do I hide
myself
Its not healthy for my
mind
Its not good because it makes me
cry
Mental breakdowns every
month

There's this
girl
Who targets
me
She makes me
blind
So I cant see
How great I am
Im better than she
understands
I don't need to
hide
I love who I am inside