Heart on my sleeve

Heart been broke so many times
I don’t believe in love
My mom says it’s my fault
But how could it be my fault
I know I wear my heart on my sleeve
Think it’s best if I put my heart away
It’s the best for me
if I put my heart on ice
It ain’t healing no more
See I’ve shed more tears than I’ve shared
My smile
These days everything seems so rainy
You got the best of me
Now I realize that people don’t deserve that side
So why I should I give it up
When y’all don’t deserve it
The weight of society on my shoulders
You wouldn’t care if I was gone
I expected you to leave
I didn’t expect you to actually go
This ain’t easy
To put my feelings out in the open
But clearly it doesn’t matter
I’ve been abused
But I need to fly away
Go somewhere far away and new